I'm bored...wondering what I am doing 'at work' these days. Truth is I am not doing anything at all. I have to wait for cells and peptides to arrive from another continent, and in the meantime I guess I could have worked on my clones but 1) everybody left during the holiday period so there was no one to take blood from- I need blood as feeders 2) the irradiator broke and is still down because the one and only old man who looks after it just got back from his holiday.

I am not a lazy person by nature and this lack of activity is driving me crazy. I want to be worth Big Brother's dollar. I don't want a bonus just because the economy is doing well.

I don't think I can survive being a full-time tai-tai in the future. I'd be too dependent and miserable and bored. Hah. Or maybe I will just start to get stressed out by what to cook next or which detergent is the best value for money. Oh my poor kids, they'll suffer too.

Dinner at home tonight with Grandma and Mr Loris, weee~!

My dad drove me to work today- it took 50 minutes in the jam. Touched by the hand he held out.

During lunch I saw myself in Y for a moment and wish I could've helped him more, but the truth is I am tired of his stories and irritated that he is not making much progress. Maybe I should have walked him to the bus stop, but I didn't feel like it.