I wanted to post this last night but I was too lazy to but I think I'll post it now even though my enthusiasm has waned for what I'm about to say mainly because the loris and I just got into a little tiff about something small and silly really...

I wanted to say that I'm really fortunate to have someone accompany me willingly and happily while I visited my grandaunt and went around to different places to get the exact brand of hair dye she wanted and to change her bedsheets and do idle chit chat and even though he was really tired there were no complaints nothing, and we were simply enjoying each others' company while we did those mundane things.

That's all...

I can't sleep. Even though I feel good about my slides, somehow the thought of giving a presentation still causes me some amount of stress. I'm presenting at lab meeting tomorrow. I think I'm still too afraid to make mistakes, and make a fool of myself. I need to be 'kai-dao'-ed in this sense. One day, when I can make mistakes without feeling defensive or inferior but just simply making them humbly and learning from them, then I think I'll be a lot more successful in my career. And in life in general.

I'm attracted to doctors. They are always so busy, too busy to be overly bothered with you. Busy with doing important things like cutting out tumours and amputating limbs. They dress nicely, and they look distinguished. Over the years they develop a knack at talking to people, so gently and matter of factly that you always feel like you are listening to advice you should probably follow.