jay chou isn't a fantastic singer, but his songs reach out to a lot of people. they make them think about their troubles and go yes, this is life...and there's always some gentleness to be found in the hardest places..

first day of chinese new year. i found out that i can count on the loris no matter what. i had everything packed for a few days, and i felt surprisingly guilty but relieved at the same time. a big decision had been made for me and i had no other choice...this was the best one...not...

my fixation on settling on the best choices doesn't really work for me all the time...

In chronological order from the moment I woke up...
Hesitation (at the prospects of the day)
Rage (dad)
Sadness (dad)
Guilt (grandma)
Fear (what do i do?)
Grateful (mr loris)
Financially poor (mr loris' relatives)
Envy (mr loris' relatives)
Dissatisfaction (a lot of things)
Pride (myself)
Relief (basketball)
Excitement (basketball)
Freedom (basketball)
Happiness (basketball with loris and a bear)