it's the time of day again, when i've read all there is to read online and my experiment is running and i'm basically not really doing anything much but daydream.

It feels really good to throw in the towel and stop all the nonsense about med school. My reasons for wanting to pursue a medical degree were not pure, and perhaps it showed in my attitude, and my interviewers were unconvinced when I stared them in the eye and said what I thought would get me in. I remain certain though that with the right passion and motivations you can achieve whatever you want in life.
Perhaps it is for the best that I don't go to med school now.
Sure, I want to save lives, and touch one person at a time like Patch Adams. But other less noble reasons remain, they lurk in the background of my vision.

I am thinking of doing chemical biology at scripps. That's what scripps is known for and i don't see the point of specializing in something they're not good at. It's a waste of my time. Plus I want to do something useful when I come back to sg. The govt did quite a good job at fostering a sense of belonging in me. Because i really want to come back and serve and i am proud of my country.

I've been thinking about investing in stocks for quite some time now. I know i'm pretty behind compared to some of my peers in this area, but it's never too late to start. The stock market is where the money is. Money buys education. And many many many other things.